My first session took place on November 18th. Curious but not too nervous I rang your doorbell. After a short conversation the massage (sexual healing) started. I can't really describe what I felt during the whole thing. I felt happy but also sad. Tried to stop my thoughts. Massaging my lower abdomen and moving my hips gave me an indescribable feeling (not a pleasant but not painful feeling either). I also felt tingling when my hands and wrists were touched. After the session we talked for a while. Which I found quite difficult. I couldn't describe the feeling to myself yet and so I couldn't describe it to you either. When I went home I felt quite okay.
It wasn't until the next day that it started to seep through so quietly. I felt a kind of heaviness in my pelvis for a few days. For me a sign that I still have a trauma there and that the massage somehow awakened it. I also realized that I will have to undergo sessions in the future to get rid of this completely. I also did not know what to do with myself. The happiness and sadness that I felt during the massage, I also felt the days after.
Now I am okay again and I can put on the mask that I so need to keep that distance from everyone.
I want to thank you for touching me with such softness. An experience that I had never had the chance to experience. I will contact you again in the future for a next session.