Thanks for the chat yesterday and your confidence in openness.
That was already there from the beginning, but yesterday it went even deeper.
I worried a lot yesterday, but meditated some more and let go this morning. See what else happens day by day. Don't try to predict 1001 possible scenarios. And now I feel my body flowing blissfully.
Just let go and be open. How many times have I heard that in my life! And the will may still be there, but that doesn't mean it will work.
Already after the first massage I felt more alive. In all naivety I thought that was it. I'm finally here!
But as you sit more in your body and feel it more, you will notice new blockages.
And now, now that everything is really open and I can let go completely, I notice what it is to be alive. To be aware of my whole body and the fire that flows in it.